Marry! My Black Horse (嫁！我的黑马) by Shi Xiao Zha 师小札- Chapter 30

“How is the test result? Is there any problem?” Chen Wan calmly asked.

It was lunch break time, Wang Li and several was laughing and praising the new milk tea, Guan Xin Mu’s lowered her voice, and lightly said: “Ma, after I go home, I will call you, okay?”

“Don’t you cover the truth for me, Doctor Zhuang and me is old friends. I know your problem.” Chen Wan said, her voice was clearly unhappy, “How could you have that kind of problem?”

…. Guan Xin Mu was speechless, this was not her willingness to, she also didn’t know!

Chen Wan aware of her tone too harsh, then she slow down her speech and said: “Xin Mu, toward you I really didn’t have really any request. I really don’t want to get involve in your and Jun Jun’s life, but this matter I should tell you, having kids is a big matter. The other matters needed to make way for this, you should be okay. You should cautiously treated, don’t be like in the past thoughtless, also don’t want little kid.”

“I know.” Guan Xin Mu braced herself to listen to her teaching.

Chen Wan talked endlessly without getting to the point, then after it done, Guan Xin Mu continuously worried heart just slowed down.

The afternoon two o’clock, Pei Jin called Guan Xin Mu to go to the office, her face was kind, she sorted out the folders and materials on the table and gave it to Guan Xin Mu: “Xin Mu, I tell you something, this agreement with Bo Da will be your responsibilities in the future. Chief Chu especially told me, you are really serious toward your work, have a good specialezed accomplishment, and have strong communication skills.”

“Be in charge?” Guan Xin Mu was astonished, she never took responsibility toward any projects, moreover the partner of the agreement is Chu Wei Ran, that man who attempt to dally her.

“I don’t want to hide it from you, I’m pregnant.” Pei Jin smiled sweetly and happily.

“Really?” Guan Xin Mu even more surprised, immediately said, “Sister Pei, congratulations.”

“If I don’t conceive now then I will be too old.” Pei Jin laughed at herself, “Actually this time was an accident, I hadn’t have any preparations, yet Lao Ren is really happy. I looked at how happy he is, my heart thinks should have one. So what if the profession is booming? The largest happiness for woman possibly to assist one’s husband and educate the children, for me also unavoidable.”

“Yes.” Guan Xin Mu was very happy for her, but in her heart she thought about her problem, and had a little bit of bitterness.

“So this project just passed to you, of course, head of people in charge will still be me. Your all doing still need to approve and look over by me first.” Pei Jin laughed, she wore a green skintight suit, clearly elegant and supple, completely didn’t look as a pregnant woman.

“How many month is it?” Guan Xin Mu asked.

“It just a month old.” Pei Jin smiled, “Lao Ren already not let me to wear any high heels, also didn’t allow me to drink coffee anymore. Thinking of the next 10 months of hardship and pressured life, it’s too terrifying.” She was verbally complained, but her smile was so sweet.

Holding a pile of documents went out of the office, Guan Xin Mu’s was in complicated mood, thought about what Chen Wan said, she felt the pressure was really huge. Being married with Fei Jun, she rarely faced the realistic problems, and rarely quarrel with him, being angry and bickering was only a kind of misconception. She and the one after married were not having any differences, he also didn’t have any requests for her to change anything. But this moment she just realized entering the marriage needed to face the realistic problems, such as delivering a healthy kid.

Ever since the teaching of Doctor Zhuang’s little secret, Guan Xin Mu placed a little soft pillow on the bed, after her exercise with Fei Jun, she will pad out her butt, raised to the breech position. Fei Jun’s movement was still before passionate as before, he clearly enjoyed this happy and pleasure feeling, he didn’t have any pressure, yet she was unconsciously in the pressure. Fei Jun quickly perceived her change, stroked her head and said: “You are this simple-minded, really didn’t suit to think too complicated things, so no need to think it anymore.”

Guan Xin Mu turned her body, and placed her chin on Fei Jun’s chest and said: “You like a boy or a girl?”

“I like it all.”

“Inevitably there will be a preference, let me guess. You should prefer boy, right?”

“Then it is a girl.”

“Why?”

“If it is a boy, and as stupid as you? If it was a girl and she is stupid, then it’s okay. I could raise and support her forever.”

….

 

“Fei Jun, can you be more shameless, huh?”

This some Fei’s claw already pressed on Guan Xin Mu’s chest, and smiled with a reverie: “Can.”

The time was passing very fast, in the blink eyes, they already entered Mid-autumn festival. Guan Xin Mu specially looked for He Qi as she wanted to be discharged from the hospital. Arriving at the sickroom, she looked at the busy Zhan Shuo, auntie on the side, Guan Xi Mu smiled and went inside to greet them. She chatted with He Qi, He Qi was became thinner. Zhan Shuo worried about it, said that everyday she will drink nutritious soup, but it didn’t fatten her, instead it continuously reduce her weight. He Qi faintly said: “Then it’s good, I wanted to prepare to diet.”

Zhan Shuo drove a large Lincoln car, and moved the big and small things inside the car, and he also carried He Qi inside, but didn’t expect to hear that after getting into the car, He Qi said: “You send me back to my home.”

Zhan Shuo was shocked, in his consciousness, today after being discharged, He Qi would certainly come back to their house, didn’t think that He Qi will actually mention that she wanted to go home to her own house.

“Qi QI, what happened? Why you don’t go home together with me to our house?” Zhan Shuo’s tone was very soft, and said: “Your dad is going to attend a discussion forum, your mama’s leg was inconvenient, and she was old. Taking care of you should be more convenient for me.”

He Qi shook her head, and said firmly: “I want to go back to my house.”

Zhan Shuo’s smile was stiff, after a moment opened the door, and got off to smoke, he took of a cigarette.

Guan Xin Mu looked at He Qi’s serious appearance, she said: “You haven’t reconciled with him? Just let it go, his performances are good enough, he always followed you everywhere to serve you, I also felt softhearted toward him, don’t you feel touch?”

“Now I don’t want to look at him.”

“Qi Qi don’t you be unreasonable, the past matter just let it be. Zhan Shuo also knew his wrong, there’s no need to always ponder on his mistake?”

“I’m reasonable, because I don’t have kid anymore.” He Qi inclined her head to look at Guan Xin Mu, her eyes somewhat red, “Every night I will dream and it’s about pool of blood. In the middle of it was a shaped of kid, you don’t understand that kind of feeling.”

“ I know you are very sad, but people always need to look ahead. You always get stuck in painful memory, it wasn’t really good for yourself, look you changed to be this skinny, and also didn’t want to consult to the psychiatrist, you are self-torturing.” Guan Xin Mu said seriously, “He Qi that I know, is not like this. She is very free and at ease, she is shinning. She will not be get trap in the past and not wanted to move forward. Even there is no kids, and there’s no big problem. You are still young, you can have it again.”

He Qi didn’t say anything anymore, she turned her head to look at the window, her slim body slightly shivered.

After finishing his one cigarette, Zhan Shuo got on the car, calmly drove the car to leave. He said: “Then I will send you home.”

Guan Xin Mu suddenly felt she didn’t understand He Qi, losing her kid made her apparently to be completely different person. Her eyes were gloomy, she had lost her brightness. She knew what she said before was a bit cold and harsh, but it was her sincere words. She really didn’t want to see He Qi to always unhappy, completely sank into the painful memory and hard to free herself, tormented herself and Zhan Shuo.

But Guan Xin Mu also knew that she is not He Qi, she couldn’t really felt that kind of pain that penetrated to the inner heart.

Guan Xin Mu went home then she received He Qi’s short message, it was: “Sorry, I know my conditions now, let you be troublesome, I’m really sorry.”

“We are best friends, don’t be sorry. You just need to be hurriedly become happy again!” Guan Xin Mu replied.

“I will [with smile emoticon].” He Qi replied again.

Guan Xin Mu took the opportunity to tell her check up result to He Qi.

He Qi returned her message and said: “Don’t press too hard on yourself, all will be okay. Moreover you have Uncle Fei beside you, what are you afraid of?”

“Kao! If only there is a day that he will not bully me, I will be so happy.”

“Don’t be modest, your happiness was showed on your face, it can be clearly seen. Haha.”

Happiness? Guan Xin Mu was thinking about this word. At her little age, she watched a movie of Shu Qi. Shu Qi acted as a female that said happiness is when everyday could take a hot water for a shower, drink a bowl of pipping hot soy milk. That kind of happiness was simple and reliable, yet her? She seems felt it, every day opening her eyes she will touch on Fei Jun’s warmth, smelling his scent was a kind of happiness. Don’t know when, Fei Jun has become her necessity, that natural blend into her life.

Thinking of it, she couldn’t help but to smile.

She like Fei Jun, or perhaps it is more deep that like, yet that kind of filling couldn’t be easily known by him, he will be very cocky.

Because Pei Jin and Bo Da company agreement’s matter was handed over to Guan Xin Mu, she and Chu Wei Ran will continuously have opportunity to get in touch for many times. Originally she thought after his crazy confession, their meeting will be very awkward. But Chu Wei Ran is Chu Wei Ran, he did business without involving his private interest. Guan Xin Mu’s somewhat nervous were change to relieved.

“The last time matter, I apologize toward you.” Chu Wei Ran closed the document, and said it seriously.

“It’s okay, next time don’t joke like that.” Guan Xin Mu said.

Chu Wei Ran lazily leaned on the chair, his thin lips crooked up to perfect arc: “I didn’t joke, my feeling toward you is serious. I just apologize to you because you were offended.

…. Guan Xin Mu was speechless.

“I couldn’t help but to admit I am really envy Fei Jun. He is luckier than me.” Chu Wei Ran said, “If I and Fei Jun pursued you at the same time, I don’t believe I am lacking than him, I will be more suitable for you.”

“You always be this confident?” Guan Xin Mu held her forehead, felt somewhat dizzy.

“At least I don’t have the famous ex-girlfriend.” Chu Wei Ran’s long fingers knotted on the top of the table, said, “I am indicating to Ms Gu Xi Ran.”

“Okay, today just until here. If there is any new progress, I will directly report it to you.” Guan Xin Mu raised her body, and couldn’t face him anymore.

“Let me send you.” Chu Wei Ran shrugged his shoulder, appeared to be gentleman.

……..

 

At the lobby of Bo Da’s company was a famous coffee shop in S City, the macaron was made very outstanding, a lot of people passed by to buy a box. The time Chu Wei Ran send Guan Xin Mu to go down, unexpectedly incidentally met a huge celebrity, Miss Li Qiu Ling. Guan Xin Mu is her fans, she was fascinated by her acting on war of resistance. This moment ran across her, Guan Xin Mu felt very emotional, don’t know if she should move forward to ask for a signature.

Li Qiu Ling just finished buy a coffee and macaroon, she turned her body and removed her eyeglasses. She suddenly smiled toward Guan Xin Mu and Chu Wei Ran’s direction. Then, she said: “Wei Ran.”

“It’s me, auntie.” Chu Wei Ran smiled, swiftly went over.

Guan Xin Mu didn’t expect this famous Li Qiu Ling is Chu Wei Ran’s auntie. Chu Wei Ran greeted her, then waved to signal Guan Xin Mu to come over. Guan Xin Mu’s heart was beating rapidly, she was excited to stand in front of her and looked at Li Qiu Ling’s remarkable smile and face.

“Auntie, give you a signature photo.” Chu Wei Ran clearly noticed Guan Xin Mu’s request, he initiatively mentioned it to Li Qiu LIng.

Li Qiu Ling has a habit to bring autography photo, so elegantly she fished it out from her bag. Guan Xin Mu was really happy to accept it, and thanked her.

“Wei Ran, she is your girlfriend?” Li Qiu Ling asked.

“You can think it that way.” Chu Wei Ran answered it very quickly, and his hand very naturally placed on Guan Xi Mu’s shoulder.

Guan Xin Mu was in excitement and emotional, and engrossed on Li Qiu Ling’s herself elegant manner, it appeared that she didn’t hear it, also didn’t felt his hairy claw on her shoulder.

Li Qiu Ling smiled: “She is quite cute, and quite innocent. Wei Ran, looking for a girlfriend, you should look for the innocent one. I look you guys are good one.”

Li Qiu Ling was very busy, so she very quickly left. When her eyes followed her leaving then, she realized something fishy, immediately she struggled for a while, and glared at Chu Wei Ran: “Where did you put your claw?”

Chu Wei Ran was crafty.

“Once again I remind you, you are not allowed to take advantage of me!” Guan Xin Mu lifted her knees, “I warn you, do you want to try it one more time.”

“Why you always keep thinking about my “little brother”?” Chu Wei Ran said

…..

Today, Fei Jun was not in really good mood. In the afternoon, he always has a habit to browsing in the internet relating to finance world news, but his mouse carelessly clicked on the entertainment sections. On it was a photo of Li Qiu Ling because recently she was exposed of dating a younger man, so now her each and every move became a focus as well as the picture of her inside the hotel. At first he wanted to click the cross, yet in a flash, he noticed something fishy. Didn’t the couple beside Li Qiu Ling was Chu Wei Ran and Guan Xin Mu? Moreover, Chu Wei Ran’s claw was placed on Guan Xin Mu’s shoulder.

Fei Jun couldn’t help but feel some knotting on his stomach.

He slightly inclined his head, his heart produced some a kind of resistance. He really unwilling to admit toward Guan Xin Mu’s matter, no matter how small it is in the flash it could affect his mood